Aa,what a title right? But yet I think that quite describing what I had been go through this week. Easily irritated, felt annoyed,conflict with friends yadayadayada.. Plus the upcoming sem exam which add up o level of stress,well actually not that extremely stress but trust me the feeling is more stressful than when I was about to face SPM last year. I am so not good in understanding all the subjects perfectly. I do understand but I am not good in answering the questions, most of the time when I answered those quizzes I did not answer it directly to the point but instead I take a long route but I did not meet the final point. Quite depressing especially for Maths. I can do all the tutorials but when it come to test and quiz the nervous-ness killed me and it turned out that my mark is like..hmm,i think you know. Plus the extra outside problems bothering me till I think I don't have the will to handle the problems anymore even though it does not involve me directly but indirectly it gave me a deep,very deep wound in my heart. Yes,it do hurt me a lot and I guess that is why I am quite out of track at this moment but I hope that I can recover back. Ya Allah,please give me the strength to go through all this thing. But this Quran verse really keep me moving forward no matter what:
And obey Allah and His Messenger. and fall into no disputes, lest ye lose heart and your power depart; and be patient and persevering: For Allah is with those who patiently persevere:
(Al-Anfal : 46 )
Gambate,khadijah! Do pray for me I will have the strength,pleassee? Oh,ya! Last weekend was fun with all the seserian,they are extremely sporting
and amazingly cooperated. I dont have much pictures since I did not bring my camera that day. These pictures are taken using my
camera,love the orchids very much!

behind the orchid..hee

syu and me again!
Oh,by the way! I'm back on track.. I'm running again. Just discover that this is the best way to relax my mind and you will feel as if all your problems and stress gone with the wind when you are running. Haha,trust me! But then, don't forget to do proper stretching.

that's all..its kind of emotional without postive ions surrounding me..but hope tomorrow will be a better day for me,back in kuantan...=)



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